Slack

This job is really slack. There are 2 registrars, a resident and the consultant. We currently have 1 patient.

Fortunately everyone seems really nice. I'm going to a medical student BBQ tonight (they are all grads so a few are around my age I think, some are probably even older) and it's "Food Week". The students are going to try and procure me a bicycle, which will make life easier too.

I'm a little worried about the workload - or lack thereof - over the next couple of weeks. I'm better when I'm busy, too much time to think otherwise. I spoke to A last night on the phone, just because things were feeling a bit quiet and I was feeling a bit pensive. It does help. I still wonder if he's thinking about me or us or the situation. I know the no-contact rule is good, I know I am better for it, but a part of my mind worries that he'll forget. Then the rational bit of my mind tries to remind me that it doesn't matter if he forgets or remembers, in fact it doesn't matter what he does/thinks/says at all. But the adjustment is still hard.