Bruckner

Today I listened to Bruckner 9 from beginning to end. It was a bit disjointed because I met up with J (I should give the Js numbers, there are too many of them) and then finished it on the way home, but I was pleasantly surprised - firstly that I wanted to listen to it at all, and secondly because I enjoyed it so much. I also bought some music magazines and another book to read. I haven't spent much time wallowing, and I've spent some time trying to think about what J (mother of T) said yesterday.

Had brunch with A this morning, which was really good. She gave me a poem she'd found, which I've already misplaced - oops - but which was appropriate for me at the moment.

Have to try and get the rest of my stuff this week. Ugh. Hope I can do it and get through without dissolving into a wreck. Have the interview on Thursday, too.

Life is - just slowly - going on.