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I didn't sleep last night. Things kept replaying in my head, over and over - memories from the last few months, times when I really thought we were happy, what he said on the phone on Monday, on and on it went. I've already cried twice and it's only 10 past 9.

Everything feels wrong. Why is this pain so unimaginably bad? It all feels completely incomprehensible.

How am I going to get through the day?